जीवन की आपाधापी में.. .. pause

Its my firm belief that every soul deserves a great childhood, rest is your own doing, your desires, your beliefs, your karma.

Bless are all those who had a great childhood, full of family and loved ones. Away from muddy minds, corrupted thoughts, malicious feelings, pure as you were.

If you lived in a joined family, great neighbourhood and a peer pressure free childhood, consider yourselves privilege. As a human you can never get these precious experience ever again. 71gc2Z3DDJL._SX679_

निरंतर टूटते इस समाज में, जहाँ संस्कृती एक बिभित्स अंत की ओर अग्रेसर है वहाँ एक परिपूर्ण जीवन एक मृगतृष्णा है‍!

अगर आपका बाल्यकाल अपने प्रियजनो के सानिध्य मे व्यतित हुआहै तो आप इस सामाजिक बिभित्सता का अनुभव कर सकते है।

जैसे कोई वृक्ष,

वर्षो से साक्षी है,

आपके बचपन का,

आपके होने का और ना होने का

पक्षियो के उड जाने का

और खिन्न खडा

नवीन की आस में

आपके भूल जाने का

और कभी याद आने का

ऐसा प्रतीत होता है जैसे

एक अद्भुत पीडा को समय ने बाँध रखा है।

वो सारी आत्माएँ स्तब्ध है, स्तंभित है।

सुनो, अमरत्व जैसा कुछ नही होता,

ये माया मयी कोष है

हमारी भावना का, भय का और प्रेम का

जो सबको

चिरंतन बना देता है।

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Looking at the beautiful childhood, spend with caring people.

It seems that I lived since hundreed years, their experiences became mine.

Like an old tree standing there for years,

It was haunting to see it again !

All those kind souls were around, not visible.

As long as you are part of someone’s emotion, you are immortal.

© S.Anand

Can’t unsee me.

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Unlike every other person these days, I haven’t tried the experiment called selfie.

But it really doesn’t matter because camera captures the things which a mortal eye can not notice sometimes. Or it might make things looks obvious.

So I was going through some of the pics captured by someone else. And I looked at my self again and again. I was happy and celebrating when it was clicked. But camera captured the emptiness in my eyes. And I was shocked to see my eyes, line between peace and void became clear. What was more amazing that no one noticed this yet. I’m hoping someone will.

It takes something really intense to be there. Hope some of it will go away when I will click next pic.

p.s. It’s just first week of new year but it feels like ages.

©S.Anand

The Roof

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Every night when I look

outside,

enjoy the moon and the flower,

I thanks the roof.

Every winter when I cuddle

the warm,

I thanks the roof.

In the stormy rain and

the lonely summer

when I look at the door,

I thanks the roof.

Every night when I’m exhausted

and life feels lasted

I’m fine, thanks the roof.

© S.Anand

Note to myself ….

Take some time for yourself. Listen some music or read something.

Don’t follow reviews or recommendations.

Just hit the button and see for yourself.

This has been the way for most of us to discover things lately until social media and internet start reading humans. And then you start clicking recommendations, following the follower, by seeing common follower.

Gone the days when people used to fill year book or slam book, mentioning their favorite book, artist or song. colors and movies, games and food. All that sound too stupid and insignificant in front of profile pic and followers.

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One fine day,

thought about my favorite reality show presenter

another day recall fav period drama

another day revisited the book I loved.

one afternoon was thinking about an old friend

one evening watched fav artist

It’s not a coincidence.

That’s my conclusion when found the common link.

It’s the key to your sub conscience. 

Password to your deepest thoughts which even you unaware of.

Note to myself – Don’t lie to yourself, you just can’t.

Fill your life book with all your favorite stuff and keep it safe from world.

© S.Anand

 

 

Blank Lines

Cannot bear this anymore,

as I have to restore,

More solutions for each riddle,

trying to resolve.

More riddles for possible outcome,

worries to dissolve.

An endless quest with constant decay,

Which lead to eternal stay?

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Valley in Kings Canyon
By Albert Bierstadt

A feeling that grows by days,

truth that hurts !

A life that slowly leading to abandon,

I’m stuck with natural fears;

a promise of alone.

Only reward I have drawn,

dearest precious objective.

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Oh I whisper with my dream,

along countless tears.

I cannot bear this burden,

but have to endure.

An uncompromising compromise trying to decor,

Keeping those couple of lines,

blank and unexplored.

I might find another riddle,

with definite shore !

© S.Anand